Releasing Control.... Feels like Surrender

Surrender .

Because we have been taught our whole lives a way that things are “supposed” to be, we have a linear model for understanding things. Our entire world is set up for the conscious brain to thrive. Logic, Reason, Decision Making, Conscious thought.

But thats just not the new way.

The new way is intuition.

And intuition always looks like surrender.

Surrender to our highest self, and to our higher power.

And the thing is, our programming ALWAYS resists the surrender.

Why? Well because it's terrifying to the subconscious brain that tries to keep EVERYTHING the same, by controlling it.

Little by little we allow our subconscious to say yes to bigger and bigger boxes. Allowing what we think of ourselves, our world, our version of our higher power to expand.

Little by little now, we have resisted the change, little by little we have leaned in. Little by little we have allowed the growth to happen on a linear scale.

Except one thing.

Things are no longer linear.

There are portals into different dimensions that are open and things are blowing the fuck up the way that they have always been.

Terrifying to someone who doesn't lean into their intuition.

But your highest self knows the way babe.

She sits beyond this moment, before it, after it.

Just lean in.

Surrender that she may know the way.

So when we are in the midst of a major shift (like we are) in the world or in our lives.

We feel the tension.

And because you are intuitive (even if you don't know what that means), because you are empathic (even if you have no idea how to separate yourself from others emotions or your own)… YOU know the way, even if you forgot.

Without consciousness we feel untethered.

Because we have learnt to be tethered to our conscious thought process. Because we don't see the awakening happening because we have chosen to be in the midst of our thought process rather than above it. beyond it. beneath it.

As you take deep breaths, release the control.

To have it figured out.

To know where to stand.

To have everything in neat square boxes.

The more you resist, the more you will feel tension.

Tension only exists because there is resistance.

So if you are feeling tension right now, you are RESISTING the growth.(most likely subconsciously)----> good thing we know how to heal that right?

So what is the way out?

above ,beyond, beneath to the other side?

You either resist the growth…

Or  you surrender to the breaking.

The breaking of old paradigms, old ways of being, old little boxes that kept things neat and tidy and safe.

You surrender to the

To the shifting.

Even in the tension.

You Release control.

Surrender to the emotion, even if you are afraid that they will never stop if they start.

Surrender to the shifting, even if you are terrified that you will lose everything and everyone.

In surrender we acknowledge that there is a life force greater than ourselves.

We trust that somehow, someway, something will catch us.

If you're not surrendering, you're not breaking

If you're not breaking, you're not growing

If you're not growing, love, you're dead.